Eyes that look like yours shouldn't cry.

I'm always sad.. but i've learned to deal with it. I'm comfortable with it. I probably deserve to feel that way anyway. It's become part of who I am and it's not even so hard to live with anymore. that doesn’t matter….

But you shouldn't feel that way. You should be happy, your perfect and wonderful and pleasant, and good girls like you don't deserve to cry. And just because you have a self-centered asshole drug addict brother and parents with shitty priorities and no class doesn't mean your gonna be a failure.

I wish I could show you for just a second how you make me feel when I talk to you and you'd know how important and successful of a person you really already are in this world.

But pretty soon I can take you away from all that bullshit, just like you sometimes ask me to. And we can live happily ever after in our own awesome way that nobody would understand, while eating chicken and drinking Joose and staying up late and doing whatever the fuck we want, and not worrying about stupid pointless shit that we shouldn’t even have to be expected to deal with right now in life anyway.